Hi everyone, I’m looking for some advice.
I’ve been with my partner nearly a year, I am currently pregnant- I don’t know how I feel about this. I am petrified this is going to take a toll on my mental health, I don’t know if he will be as supportive as he makes out.
He has been making comments about his daughter’s mother to which have annoyed me and I’ve said well you wasn’t saying that whilst you was sleeping with her? It is really getting to me and I feel like it’s showing me his true colours, I don’t know if I want that in my life.
I currently have a 4 year old, his dad is amazing and it panics me to think have I been stupid? What am I doing?
These past couple of days I just feel like I need to cut him off, I do not want any relationship or communication with him, this then makes me not want the baby. I am struggling awfully at the minute, I don’t know if I’m strong enough for an abortion but I don’t know if I’m strong enough to keep the baby. I don’t want him to think he has an hold over me because that would send me over the edge.
I feel mentally and emotionally drained, I just do not know what to do. I have no family support so I can’t rely on anyone- I’m not implying I should but I mean for work purposes etc, my sons dad has him we work around each other - there is no worries but I’m just not sure with this new pregnancy - I’m finding it so hard.
Thank you for reading, I truly appreciate it.
Apologies for the sensitivity x